ATLANTA — Ricardo Allen didn't budge when Georgia was one of the first states to allow nonessential businesses to reopen during the coronavirus pandemic.
Restaurants, barber shops and other businesses were cleared by Gov. Brian Kemp in late April to open their doors, but Allen believes the smart move is to stay home and the Atlanta Falcons safety said he worries about the time when NFL teams return to practice. The league has set protocol for reopening team facilities and made a 2020 season seem more real by releasing schedules last week.
All of which makes Allen uneasy.
"This is nerve-wracking," he said. "This is different. This is something that us as players and us as human beings, we've never had to think about before."
The NFL has not announced dates for when players can return to team facilities.
Allen sees daily reminders of lives lost to COVID-19, the illness caused by the novel coronavirus, as he adheres to his decision to avoid public areas. He knows the virus can kill anyone, even professional athletes.
"It's tough to look at the news sometimes and see all the cases and all the trauma and the deaths that are going on in this world, and we know that we're not, like, immune to it," Allen said. "We know no one is immune to it."
That's why Allen stays home. He said most of his teammates have taken the same stance "as much as possible."
"Everybody is still trying to find ways to be creative and still work out, but really that's all I've seen my teammates do," he said. "I haven't seen many people leave the house other than to just go to a private workout."
Falcons left tackle Jake Matthews' private workouts at his home near Houston have included time spent with his father, Pro Football Hall of Famer Bruce Matthews. Jake said last month his father puts him through "some old-school gasser conditioning run workout," and it's not easy.
He said he relishes the extra time with his father but misses the team's traditional offseason program.
"When we were supposed to be showing up and reporting it just felt weird," he explained. "It felt like I was missing out, like everyone else was there and I wasn't. It really is a weird situation, and it does make you kind of reflect a little bit."
Those reflections have convinced him he's ready to play.
"Yeah, I'm dying to get back at this point," Matthews said. "I've enjoyed the time off and kind of hanging out at home, but I'm ready for ball to start back up again."
The Falcons and other NFL teams are attempting to remain on course for a 2020 season by having virtual offseason meetings. Allen sees his coaches and teammates by video conference.
He can't say when he'd feel safe to stand beside those teammates in a real huddle. He awaits guidance from NFL and government leaders.
"To tell you the truth, I don't know," he said. "I'm just going to watch and see what they're going to do. I wouldn't like to be the person with that job. I wouldn't like to be that person who has to decide what's going to go on. I'm anxious to see, to tell you the truth."
Still, he's preparing himself physically and mentally for when the call comes to report.
"I'm just going to keep working, and if we get delayed a little bit longer, I just keep going," he said. "If it starts tomorrow, I feel like I'll be ready."